hi, you are? (:

#237

2012-01-21T02:24:00.001+08:00

Officially 2 weeks left till i'm leaving Singapore again. This is too fast..

Realised that humans tend to avoid lots of things and situations because they're afraid of the outcomes and what's unpredictable and uncontrollable. Maybe 2012 should be a year of facing these things in life.

Still got lots of people that i would love to meet up with or talk to, but everyone is busy, quite sad.

Just had a class gathering a couple of hours ago at Priscilla's place and had pizza and yu sheng for cny :) Left the place at 10 plus and a couple of us walked back to my house's void deck area to hang around. Talked about lots of random things then Val, Eleanor and Amanda left after awhile. In the end Marshall, May, Teck Hui and Wei Song stayed till slightly after 1am then they left :)

Going to USS later with the cuzzies, great day ahead :)

#236

2012-01-17T19:36:00.003+08:00

Lies lies.

All lies.

#235 - Back home

2012-01-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

Exam results coming out next monday on the first day of CNY. Really afraid of my physics results... If i don't do well enough i can't continue taking the subject this year, and i really screwed up the paper.. So i'm praying..

Anyway, back in Singapore now. A lot of things has changed. TK, MJ, friends..... Whenever i talk to some people, i feel like either i'm bothering them, or they're just not putting any effort to try and keep up with the conversation. Or what's left of it. If there was any in the first place... So why try? But that shouldn't be the way right...? Though i do understand that some of them are really busy with sch and stuff. We'll just leave it as that.

Leaving in slightly less than 3 weeks. Time flies, but at least during these few weeks i've managed to rekindle my love for the band again :)

#234

2011-11-28T18:51:00.001+08:00

Watching Breaking Dawn tomorrow with Jarred and Abraham!! Fun stufff.

Anyway, spent the day cleaning out the apartment area on the first floor today since the old tenant moved out. Super dusty and dirty with cobwebs and spiders everywhere. So i kinda vacuumed the entire place.. The floor, the corners, the walls and the ceiling... Yeah.. I am a maid.

Have a feeling the new tenant will be much much cleaner than the previous one.

This has been a post.

#233 - Exams are overrrrrrr

2011-11-26T15:30:00.001+08:00

Exams are finally over! :)

But i'll be honest and say that i've been slacking off waaay before that so... hahah..

Been passing time by learning songs on the guitar and ukelele, haven't played them in a loooong time. Fingers are hurting from the playing but it's good pain :)

Going to watch a movie and hang out with Jarred and Abraham next tuesday, fun fun fun fun.

December hurry up and arrive!!

So many things to do, so many plans ahhhh.

#232 - I'm backkkkk

2011-11-14T17:10:00.003+08:00

Omg I still remember the username and password for this blog.

Miracle hahah.

Okay, exam period now, I've got 6 papers left to go. 10 more days till it's all over, super excited for december to come!

I think I've changed abit since coming to NZ, in a good way. Can't really put a finger to it. I think maybe it's how i react to situations or how i see things. I don't know, but i feel better, no more stress or burdens :)

Gonna be seeing my brother and father reallyyyy soon, can't wait :) Haven't seen them in ages. Brother is going to army next year, time flies too fast. Gotta try to spend more time with him! On a side note, he's passing to me his iPhone since he can't use it in camp. Ahhh excitedddd :)

And yes, hi ritesh hahahaha.

#231

2011-06-22T13:12:00.003+08:00

School's been good. I think i got fat hahahah. Thank God for Abraham, Jarred and Howard in math class. Math would be soooo sucky without them. Abraham and Jarred's from malaysia and they just came at the start of 2011. It's so easy to joke around with them cos they seem so familiar to people back home. And cos whenever i'm around them i don't really need to keep up my 'kiwi accent' and i can speak normally. Sometimes i don't even recognize my own voice when i talk to kiwi people, it's an automatic thing for me to have a slight fake accent to match theirs so that i don't feel that out of place talking to them. Jarred and Abraham said the same thing happens with them too so i guess i'm not aloneeeeee. What to do for my birthdayyyyy??????

And idiotttttt. Hate it whenever people mistake me for a china or korean person!!!! Wtffff. Just cos i have black hair doesn't mean i'm from china!!!!!!! Seriously man the china one is the horrors of all horrors >:[

#230

2011-06-15T20:35:00.001+08:00

Tessa's leaving today. Sigh whyyyy. Life's sad.

#229

2011-06-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

That small dark space at the corner of the ceiling. I keep staring at you; maybe I'm trying to burn a hole through you with my intense gaze. Maybe I'm trying to find another parallel universe within you - somewhere to escape. I don't know. Dark and mysterious, I wonder if you hold as many secrets as the rest of us do. Maybe somewhere within you, within the small area of solitude, peace and tranquility, I can find some answers to my questions. But then again, the unknown might be dangerous too. I guess that makes you a two-faced dark corner in my ceiling. Everyone has these corners. It can be found wherever two walls, or maybe, lives, meet.

Okay i just thought of that after staring at my ceiling for 1 min. I think my room has a lot of feng shui, somehow i keep thinking of stuff like these for no reason.

#228

2011-05-28T05:49:00.003+08:00

You scolded me again this morning. I accidentally switch off the wireless modem last night and you got angry because i did that. I apologized. Then you said that you would have to wait at least 10min for your computer to connect to the internet. I told you that it would only take 3min, since i've switched it off and on myself before. You got pissed and asked me to stop argueing with you. I told you that i wasn't; i just wanted you to know that it wouldn't take as long as you thought it would, because 10min and 3min is quite a difference. Then you told me to stop being rude.

You really leave me lost for words. I don't know how i was being rude, i wasn't even argueing with you. It's so frustrating for me when you keep accusing me of doing so becausee i know, i know that i'm not doing so. What did i say that deserved a scolding? I don't get it, i was just telling you, informing you. I didn't even raise my voice. You're seriously too unreasonable.

I'm really, really frustrated with this. Totally ruined my day. Maybe it's best that i really shut up from now.

And i don't know why, but my right kneecap is hurting.

#227

2011-05-27T15:00:00.006+08:00

Asked you WHAT a certain event was about, you told me WHERE it was at. Thought you didn't hear what i was saying, so i asked again. And you told me WHEN it was at. So i asked again, since my question clearly wasn't answered. Then you got angry and told me to stop bringing you down by asking so many questions. Told you i was just asking the same question because you didn't really answer it.

You told me to stop being rude, that you were still processing the question. You told me that i don't understand that this is the way you act. Firstly, i definitely know how you act. You just think i don't know because how i react isn't the ideal reaction in your mind.
I knew you were processing the question, that's why i waited at least 10seconds before asking again.

I only kept asking the same question because i did not get the right answer. Is that so wrong? Is that being rude? I really don't see how it's rude.

You said you didn't like my tone of voice, but my tone was exactly like how i talk in normal conversations. I don't see how i was being rude. If i'm supposed to understand the way you act - which i do - then why can't you also understand the way i act? I'm not the kind to constantly ask the same question over and over again.

I hope you know that.

In your mind everyone has to understand that the way you act is, well, the way you act. So why can't it work the other way round? Why can't you understand that the way others act is the way they act? If you can't be changed, then what makes you think that others can be changed?

You say that i'm impatient. Seriously? Are you fucking me? I'm probably one of the most patient people around. I hardly get worked up, i hardly shout, unless my anger is really triggered. And i know that i'm definitely much more patient than you.

You keep blaming me for small things.

Like the other day you scolded me because you texted me but my phone was dead, so i didn't see the msg. You got pissed because you wanted me to take the food out from the fridge to thaw, but i didn't do it. So i apologized, many times actually. But it's not really my fault, i mean, you're the only person in nz who has my number, what were the chances of you texting me? Anyway, i apologized again, but you didn't hear me. You just kept nagging and scolding. And when i tried to reason myself out, you said i was being rude.

Just like that.

Fast forward to today. My phone was charged, half battery to be exact. And i kept it by my side all the time, because i didn't want to give you a reason to scold me again. And when you came home, BAM! You scolded me for not taking the food out again. I said that you didn't text me at all to tell me to do so. I mean seriously, i don't have telepathy or something, how would i know right? Then you said that i should know that there's food in the fridge to be thawed.

Firstly, wtf? Secondly, you didn't text me like you said you would! Thirdly, the fridge has so much food, how would i know which one to take out?

So i got scolded for not charging my phone, and i got scolded when my phone was charged. So what's the point of charging my phone, really. Either way i'll still get scolded.

Every time i talk i get this feeling that you're hearing me, but not listening to me. You know, in a place like NZ where i don't really have much friends or anyone that i know, it would be nice to know that there's at least someone here who's willing to listen to me. But i don't get that.

I don't.

#226

2011-05-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

Mum: ''How was your day in school?''

Sis: "I made a new friend. Her name is Fatimah.''

Mum: "Really? Malay?"

Sis: "Ya."

Mum: "Where is she from?"

Sis: "Errrr..... Malay....sia?"

-----------------

Me: "Eh.. See my hair spoiling sia."

Sis: "Never mind. You can always use mascaraaaaaa!"

Me: "...... Mascara is for your eyes you dumb shit."

Sis: -laughs for 5min-

Something's wrong with her.

#225

2011-05-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

Thank God for math class and the people in it who make life in school so much less lonelier.

#224

2011-04-12T23:38:00.005+08:00

The Familiar Stranger.

I met a stranger today,
Oh,
How familiar she was!

She had me at the first glance,
The way she stared back at me,
A mischievous glint in her eyes,
As though she knew the thoughts that ran through my mind.

Who was this stranger?
I found myself asking.
There was much more to her,
Than the smile she was masking.

As I looked into her eyes,
I saw through her soul;
She was confused,
Tired,
Lost,
Yet found,
More than you could ever know.

She was as strong as a giant,
Yet as weak as an infant;
She was so near,
Yet somehow,
So distant.

I tried to reach out to her,
Tried to hold her hand;
I tried to make her feel better,
And tell her that I understand.

I saw everything,
Her emotions - They were a wreck.
Lost and trapped,
Between reality and fantasy.

So what's right and wrong anymore,
In this world that we're living in;
They say that it's better to give than to take,
But is it so wrong to take once in awhile?

Speechless;
Stunned,
I didn't know what to do,
I was lost for words,
And something inside me pulled.

I took a step back,
And I saw the big picture.
That girl that I saw,
She,
She was my reflection.

Till then.

#223

2011-04-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

Bro: "So... When's your birthday? I know it's something June...."
Me: "............................... Are you serious......"
Bro: "Yup..."
Me: "30th June....... Yup, okay, love you too....."
Bro: " -laughs- Okay, thanks."

-pause-

Bro: "So.... When is mei's (sis) birthday?"
Me: "Wtf... Are you kidding me......."

#222

2011-04-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

How do you lay your burden down when it is a sin in itself?

#221

2011-04-05T23:02:00.001+08:00

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades.

#220

2011-04-05T21:02:00.001+08:00

I want to see my own funeral.
I want to see who will be crying,
And who will be there.
But more than anything,
I just want to see who cares.

#219

2011-04-03T01:08:00.001+08:00

" I stare back
again at the yellow walls of the ceiling in my funny room, and my thoughts drift
again as I find myself wondering why - out of all the people in the world I could
have ever loved - that I had to fall for someone who was to leave me. "

#218

2011-03-23T00:21:00.010+08:00

Press On.

Picking yourself up after every fall,
Continuing with life as though everything is fine;
You put on a brave front.

Carrying on with daily activities as though nothing is wrong,
Your facade is so believable;
Yet,
Deceiving.

You make everything seem so easy;
As though losing something so precious,
Something you worked so hard for,
Something you once dreamt about daily,
Means nothing at all.

Let them all wonder how you got back on to your feet,
Leave them awed at how you rebounded back so effortlessly.
But never,
Ever,
Tell them about the battle inside you;

How you've let go of everything,
But yet,
Are still clinging on to that dim flicker of hope.
How your dreams still haunt you occasionally,
Mocking you.

You wish others knew that it isn't as easy as it looks,
You wish others knew that you're not that strong - you're no superman.
You wish,
Just wish,
That others could see how hard you're really trying.

But no matter;
Press on and be strong,
Because things will get better.
It might be stormy now,
But it can't rain on forever.

Till then.

#217

2011-03-20T17:59:00.002+08:00

So busy with so many projects.
Been staying up until 3am the past few nights.
Eleanor, Jamie and Rebecca just left my house; we're finally done with the iPBL project. But we've still got the iBEST to do.
Haven't been to church for quite awhile.
Haven't been able to meet up with my friends.
Told them I've been really busy with school work and projects.
Many many times.
They probably don't believe me anymore.
They probably think it's some kind of excuse.
It's not.
If they really knew me,
If,
Then they would know that i wouldn't lie about such things,
They would know that i always put my friends before myself,
But i can't run away from the work load forever.
Tell me,
What do they know?

Don't be so quick to judge if you don't know the truth.

#216

2011-03-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

Dear diary,

I just spent 45min talking to my sister and trying to calm her down. Before that she was screaming her head off at the maid for some pretty unreasonable reason. She's always expecting people to attend to her needs before everyone else. Don't get me wrong, she's a nice and caring person, but she always has her moments.. many times.

I wish my sister wasn't so stubborn all the time. Her mindset's so rigid. You can never explain things to her because she keeps thinking that she's always right and that 'no one understands her'. Children. I've told her so many times to be more patient, that the maid isn't there to serve her only. Guess she doesn't remember what I've said. Again. Spoke to her for 45min in the most calming and patient manner that anyone could ever speak in. Not trying to be boastful, but i doubt many teenagers these would do that. They'll probably just scream their heads off and compete to see who can scream the loudest.

If i screamed at my maid last time, like how my sister shouted at the maid, i swear my mum would start caning me like hell. She used to cane me every day when i was little, no joke. Because i kept supposedly 'talking back' last time. I still remember back when i was in p3, i lied to my mum that i was sick so that i could skip school, and ting xie. Yes, i know, lame. But when my mum found out that i lied to her, she caned me for more than 5min straight. Cornered me and just whipped, whipped, whipped. I couldn't run or hide, it was scary. After that i got caning marks all over my body - wrists, hands, ass, back, legs, even fingers. The marks stayed there for a few days, all red and swollen, some parts of my skin split open too.

Children these days really have things easy. They just scream and shout and they can get whatever they want. Spoilt brats. Hope my sister doesn't continue to be like that in the future.

Hope people don't take things for granted.
Hope people don't take me for granted.

Till then,
Ethel

#215

2011-03-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

Dear diary,

I realised i like to run away from my problems. Actually, i kinda knew that already. And i don't like it. In Sec 2, things moved so quickly and before i knew it, i got really caught up in something. It was a mess. Didn't know what to do. I was so confused, freaked out, and stressed at the same time. So i dropped it. Dropped the problem. Just like that. After that, things became real awkward. Like really really awkward. Didn't talk to __ for 3 years, not a single word, even when we were beside each other. Only finally started talking just before my Sec 4 life ended. And why? Because i wanted nothing left unsaid. Had to say sorry. I felt like a crappy friend; still am.

I bet those reading this probably don't know what I'm talking about. It's okay, i don't want them to know. If you do know, don't say anything. And please, don't ask.

I suck at friendships, i really do. What kind of friend was i back then? Leaving like that; still running occasionally.

Anyway, my Sec 2 life is repeating again. It's scary. Not with the same person though. But i've been running from it again. I know the consequences, so hopefully, I'm not gonna run away anymore. I'll try, i guess. Hope i don't screw up another friendship.

Moving on, I really miss TK band. Not the current TK band, the previous one that i knew.
The one with the never-say-die attitude.
The one with so much discipline.
So much respect.
So much spirit.
So much fire.

The TK band that I'm seeing now is so.... Not TK band. Maybe I'm too backwards and still stuck in the past. But the state at which the band is in kinda disgusts me. Okay maybe disgust is too strong a word. But ask any band member, how proud are they to be in TK band?
It's time to wake up. To the current members, you've got nothing to your name. Stop acting so proud and stop being so complacent. You're not gonna win anything. At this rate, maybe the only thing you'll be known for is bringing the band down even more.
All of you talk a lot, too much. You all rave on about how you're gonna clinch the highest award in 2012, how you're gonna prove others wrong, but seriously? Look at yourselves for a moment.
You complain about the slightest bit of pain.
Everyone's so caught up with their own self-interests.
Everyone's giving up so easily.
I'll probably get flamed for this, i don't know. But all of this is just the truth.
Talk is cheap.
Actions speak louder than words.
Be the change you want to see.

Last time, it used to be 'How to lose?'
Now, honestly? 'How to win?'

I'm not asking for all of you to be perfect, i just want all of you to be the best that you can be.
And I'm sure that your best is far greater than what you are now.

Till then,
Ethel.

#214

2011-03-02T15:39:00.004+08:00

Totally lost for words. Nothing's going through my mind; nothing's in my mind.
I can't think properly anymore.
Or at least I think I can't think properly anymore..

Just learnt about some news today, don't know how to react to it.
Can't say it here either. I've got so much homework and lessons to catch up with since I missed 1 and a half weeks of school. It's crazy I swear. It's not helping that I've got no motivation to study at all. The stress is building up - It's as though it's there, but not there. Homework, friends, life. I need an outlet to vent everything, but I've got no right words to say. Words never mean what we want them to mean. I've got so much to say, but nothing to say.

Wonder who else reads this blog besides those 3 that I already know of. I need to get my life sorted out. I swear my mind is a chaotic piece of shit. I really need to stop reading too much into small things.

Anyway, it's March right now. Seems like yesterday that I was going through my JC1 orientation at school. Road race this Saturday, hope I can run off all my thoughts.

Time flies really fast. But I guess, we're the pilots.

#213

2011-02-15T21:45:00.001+08:00

" Everyone thinks that I have it all,
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls.
These castle walls.
If I should tumble if I should fall,
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls.
There’s no-one here at all, behind these castle walls. "

#212

2011-02-14T16:07:00.002+08:00

Teacher: "Can you introduce yourself to me so I can get to know you better, and include one word which best describes you."
Julia: "Hi, my name is Julia and I'm jovial."
.
.
.
Amanda: "Hi, my name is Amanda and I'm lazy."
.
.
.
Afshin: "Hi, my name is Afshin and I'm an Indian."

Whole class: "LOL."

#211

2011-02-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

"What if a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest loneliness, and say, ‘This life which you live must be lived by you once again and innumerable times more; and every pain and joy and thought and sigh must come again to you, all in the same sequence. The eternal hourglass will again and again be turned and you with it, dust of the dust!’ Would you throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse that demon? Or would you answer, ‘Never have I heard anything more divine’?"

#210

2011-01-30T12:24:00.001+08:00

Blogger, livejournal or tumblr?

#209

2011-01-29T17:20:00.002+08:00

Put a small fish in a small pond, and nothing will happen.
But put a small fish in a big pond, and it will grow.

#208

2011-01-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

Should i change to livejournal???????

#207

2011-01-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade.
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

William Ernest Henley

#206

2011-01-17T00:08:00.003+08:00

Me:" What's pft? -.-"
Cheong Min:" Physical fitness test!!"
Me:" Chey! Too fit until don't need to rmb already (: "
CM: "Lolol!! Bet you're running slower each year!"
Me: "Even if i'm slower, i'm still faster than you!"
CM:" NOOOOO!!! I'll beat you this year!!!"
Me: "Hahaha, i roll faster than you run :D "
CM: "I crawl faster than you roll."
Me: "I stay motionless faster than you crawl!"
CM: "=.="

Hehehehehe.

#205

2010-12-25T22:24:00.001+08:00

I wonder what goes through people's minds when they see me.

#204

2010-12-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

Decemberrrrrrrrr.

Standard Chartered Marathon later!

Work attachment next week!

Can't wait for Malaysia trippppp.

I want to play Guitar Hero at Nyx's house.

Drank too much soup. I feel so fulllllllllll.

I love my cousins :D

Bzzzzzzzt!

Kthxbai.

#203

2010-11-25T17:17:00.001+08:00

My brother is an awesome poet (:

#202

2010-11-25T16:23:00.001+08:00

What's with all the random advertisement tags?

#201

2010-11-24T23:01:00.001+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time.
You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You’ll fight with your best friend.
You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

Don’t be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

#200

2010-10-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

200th post.

Chemistry Paper 2 today.
First thing that came to my mind when I was looking through the paper was the song Decode by Paramore.
Then it kept changing to Sweet Caroline and Take a bow.

*reads question 1*
My mind, "How did we get here??"

Brain, seriously?
Way to lighten the atmosphere.

#199

2010-10-21T11:31:00.001+08:00

NIKKI IS GOING FOR THE MALAYSIA TRIP TOOOOOO!
GOD IS GOOD.
I LOVE HIM FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER.

:D :D :D

#197

2010-09-26T20:30:00.003+08:00

You know what sucks about using your imagination?
The fact that reality can't match up with the perfect world you've created in your mind.

Anyway, past few days have been pretty great.
Walked around orchard with kayrui and explored the place;
And hung out with D and Nikki, good times(: Hahaha.
Can't wait for poly holidays to be over! >:]

Hope I did well for prelims :/

Let God.
Let Go.

#196

2010-09-19T22:35:00.001+08:00

I'm scared to say goodbye,
Cause what's after that?
I don't know.

#195

2010-09-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

Tell Him that you need a friend to love.

#194

2010-09-09T00:42:00.003+08:00

Funny how despite how much we've drifted, and how long we've never talked to each other, primary school friends seem to care more for you compared to secondary school friends..

Thanks for the day.
Thanks for the company.
Thanks for your presence.
Thanks for the laughters.
Thanks for your care and concern.
Thanks for your smile.
Even though these are small things,
It means the world to me.

I still regret not going there.

#193

2010-09-06T12:59:00.001+08:00

I wanna be a hero of love, because I'm a hero of Love! :D

#192

2010-09-03T16:56:00.001+08:00

(Reinhold Neibuhr-1926)

GOD, grant me the serenity
to accept the things
I cannot change,
Courage to change the
things I can, and the
wisdom to know the difference.

Living ONE DAY AT A TIME;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardship as the
pathway to peace.
Taking, as He did, this
sinful world as it is,
not as I would have it.
Trusting that He will make
all things right if I
surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy
in this life, and supremely
happy with Him forever in
the next.

Amen

#191

2010-08-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

Did you ever talk to God above?
Tell Him that you need a friend to love.
Pray in Jesus’ name believing
that God answers prayer.

Have you told Him all your cares and woes?
Ev’ry tiny little fear He knows.
You can know He’ll always hear
And He will answer prayer.

You can whisper in a crowd to Him.
You can cry when you’re alone to Him.
You don’t have to pray out loud to Him;
He knows your thoughts.

On a lofty mountain peak, He’s there.
In a meadow by a stream, He’s there.
Anywhere on earth you go,
He’s been there from the start.

Find the answer in His Word; it’s true.
You’ll be strong because He walks with you.
By His faithfulness He’ll change you, too.
God answers prayer.

Till then.

#190

2010-08-26T20:06:00.002+08:00

Cancer

Strengths	Weaknesses
Adaptable	Moody
Loyal	Sensitive
Attached to family	Emotional
Empathetic	May be indecisive at times

22nd June to 23rd July

Symbol: The Crab
Ruling Planet: Moon
Quality: Cardinal
Element: Water
Basic Trait: I Feel
Closest Metal: Silver
Lucky Day: Monday
Lucky Colors: Green, Silver-Grey, Cream and White
Lucky Gems: Opal, Pearl and Moonstone
Lucky Flowers: Daisies and Wallflowers

Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily.

A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart.

When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again.

While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them.

However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping.

If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own.

He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future.

The maxim 'Old is Gold' fits perfectly to a Cancer, whether it is the case of people or things. He is also very good at making as well as managing wealth. He has a large heart and will share willingly if his loved ones are in need. However, wastage, especially of food, is sure to tick him off. All the sensitivity of a crab is hidden beneath his hard shell and it will take much care and love to bring him out of his shell and close to you!

Wow, very accurate..

#189

2010-08-18T22:00:00.005+08:00

[editted]

Time to forgive and forget.
Life's too short to be hating.

Even though a small part of me doesn't want to,
I still forgive you.

(:

#188

2010-08-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

I still don't get it.
Why did you lie.

#187

2010-08-09T22:22:00.006+08:00

I think my blog's quite dead so imma gonna post some peektures.

AHHHHHHHHHH.
IT'S SO AMAZING.
HOW DID THEY DO IT.
OMGGGGG.
Such talent D:
Jealous.
Hahahaha.

Till then.

#186

2010-08-08T19:59:00.002+08:00

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

Till then.

#185

2010-07-30T16:36:00.001+08:00

Estoy confundida.

Till then.

#184

2010-07-28T17:00:00.003+08:00

When you plant lettuce, if it does not grow well, you don't blame the lettuce. You look for reasons it is not doing well. It may need fertilizer, or more water, or less sun. You never blame the lettuce. Yet if we have problems with our friends or family, we blame the other person. But if we know how to take care of them, they will grow well, like the lettuce. Blaming has no positive effect at all, nor does trying to persuade using reason and arguments. That is my experience. No blame, no reasoning, no argument, just understanding.

-- Thich Nhat Hahn

#183

2010-07-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

Good day (:

Till then.

#182

2010-07-19T20:39:00.004+08:00

Gonna leave things be.
No matter what, I'll just keep moving forward (:

Things to do by 2010:
1) ____________ ?

Till then.

Do right. Do your best. Treat others as you want to be treated.

#181

2010-07-18T15:13:00.003+08:00

sad.

sad that I can never have you.

sad that I don't dare to try.

sad that I'm this way.

sad that you don't know how I feel.

#180

2010-06-18T17:55:00.005+08:00

Love?

It seems like you were sent straight to me from above.

You make me feel things,
Emotions that I've never felt before,
Not with anything,
Not with anyone.

When I'm near you my hands get clammy,
My heart beats like a galloping horse,
My mind races;
You make me feel so confused,
So frustrated,
But yet,
So happy and content.

Tell me please,
How I can get to know you better,
I've tried so many ways,
So many methods,
But they don't matter, do they?

Your wit,
You brilliance,
Your charm,
They're too much to handle.

For now,
As I gaze at you so longingly,
So deeply,
Whisper to me those words,
Those words that I'm dying to hear..

Amaths, how do I solve you?

Hehehehe :D
Till then(:

P.S. It's not a love poem-.-

#179

2010-06-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure how I got to this point. And I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do now that I'm here.

#178

2010-05-31T21:46:00.007+08:00

"Seeing your flying colour shirt, I'm thinking, 1 year, 3 years, 5 years from now.. What would we become? You're kind and cheerful, you'd be more handsome. And I can see.. Years from now.. You're in front of a blue gate, under the 3pm sun. You still have a few zits. You're smiling and I run to greet you. You nod. 3 or 5 years later, or even later, much later, what kind of grown-ups would we be? PE teachers? Or mums? Though I can't see myself even with my eyes closed, I can see you."

Ending part is freaking touchingggggggggggggggggg.

Till then.

#177

2010-05-30T19:04:00.001+08:00

If we can't love the person we can see, how can we love the God we can't see? Christ's command: Loving God includes loving people. You've got to do both. - 1 John 4:11-12

#176

2010-05-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

The e-mail says they are taken from actual high school essays and collected by English teachers across the country for their own amusement. Some of these kids may have bright futures as humor writers. What do you think?

1. He was deeply in love. When she spoke, he thought he heard bells, as if she were a garbage truck backing up.

2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free.

3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it.

4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. Coli, and he was room-temperature Canadian beef.

5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine laugh, like that sound a dog makes just before it throws up.

6. Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.

7. He was as tall as a six-foot, three-inch tree.

8. The revelation that his marriage of 30 years had disintegrated because of his wife’s infidelity came as a rude shock, like a surcharge at a formerly surcharge-free ATM machine.

9. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn’t.

10. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty bag filled with vegetable soup.

11. From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had an eerie, surreal quality, like when you’re on vacation in another city and Jeopardy comes on at 7:00 p.m. instead of 7:30.

12. Her hair glistened in the rain like a nose hair after a sneeze.

13. The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease.

14. Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, the other from Topeka at 4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.

15. They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan’s teeth.

16. John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirds who had also never met.

17. He fell for her like his heart was a mob informant, and she was the East River.

18. Even in his last years, Granddad had a mind like a steel trap, only one that had been left out so long it had rusted shut.

19. Shots rang out, as shots are wont to do.

20. The plan was simple, like my brother-in-law Phil. But unlike Phil, this plan just might work.

21. The young fighter had a hungry look, the kind you get from not eating for a while.

22. He was as lame as a duck. Not the metaphorical lame duck, either, but a real duck that was actually lame, maybe from stepping on a land mine or something.

23. The ballerina rose gracefully en Pointe and extended one slender leg behind her, like a dog at a fire hydrant.

24. It was an American tradition, like fathers chasing kids around with power tools.

Funny stuff ;)

Till then.

#175

2010-05-11T18:32:00.003+08:00

If Only.

If only my imagination were given life,
Daily routines would be filled with adventures.
We'll scale the highest mountains,
And cross the widest seas.
We'll overcome all odds,
And emerge with victory.
Life would be like a blockbuster movie,
But then again, Us?
Actors and actresses? Who are we trying to kid.

If only my imagination were given life,
Secrets, and pasts could come into the light.
Emotions and thoughts once locked far away,
Could be shouted out loud,
Expressed, and given away.
There would be no judging,
No, none of that sort,
Just full acceptance,
And the smile we all sought.

If only my imagination were given life,
I could envision my future,
And foresee every action.
Pen in hand, heart of passion,
Raring to go.
What a journey to success life would be!
There would be no doubts, no worries,
Only eyes set on the destination.

Well, such is life.
We're no wizards or sorcerers,
Mad scientists or time travellers.
Just ordinary people leading ordinary lives,
Hoping and praying to make the right regrets.
But till then,
If only.

Cheers.

#174. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! (:

2010-05-09T17:48:00.004+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day!! (:

Study session with Xiangmin and Nadz yesterday (:
But Nadz last min couldn't make it :(
Went library and studied! Saw Olivia and her friend; and something... interesting.

Anywayyyyy, had Mothers' Day dinner celebration with familyyy (:

Cousins (:

Elijah is damn freaking cute :D

Denise and bro

Act Denise :D

:D

Act meowz and still acting Denise \m/

Joshua damn cute :DDDD Future korean star ;)

Happy Mothers' Day to all mums :D

LAST WEEK OF EXAMS! (:
YAY.
Hope this week will be great! :D
Needa exercise after exams-.-

Till then,
(:

#173

2010-05-06T21:28:00.004+08:00

Gonna try to be a better person!!

Anyway, MYEs isn't that good so far.
Did badly for Amaths and I'm not too sure bout Physics..
Really hope tmr's Geog will be much better.
Freaking tired like hell already, this week has been so hectic - papers everyday until 4.30pm-.-
Fell asleep during today's Physics paper 1-.-

Well, at least this MYEs serves as a wake up call for me.
Made me realise that I've got to revise and work A LOT for O levels.
What a drag, hahaha.

Ah well. No matter what, life still goes on.
Just gotta keep moving forward.

Till then,
(:

#172

2010-04-28T21:51:00.003+08:00

A grain of sand.

If starry space no limit knows
And sun succeeds to sun,
There is no reason to suppose
Our earth the only one.
'Mid countless constellations cast
A million worlds may be,
With each a God to bless or blast
And steer to destiny.

Just think! A million gods or so
To guide each vital stream,
With over all to boss the show
A Deity supreme.
Such magnitudes oppress my mind;
From cosmic space it swings;
So ultimately glad to find
Relief in little things.

For look! Within my hollow hand,
While round the earth careens,
I hold a single grain of sand
And wonder what it means.
Ah! If I had the eyes to see,
And brains to understand,
I think Life's mystery might be
Solved in this grain of sand.

Till then.

#171

2010-04-26T21:58:00.004+08:00

You might be the reason why i want to leave right now.

For good.

#170

2010-04-22T21:31:00.001+08:00

You made my day (:

Back pain.... :(

#169

2010-04-21T18:42:00.001+08:00

Why's it so difficult to even start a conversation now :(

Urgh, too many things in my mind.

#168

2010-04-20T21:03:00.001+08:00

Wa, so many things in my mind right now.

I need an advisor :(

#167

2010-04-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

What a hectic week, tests everday until 5+ in the afternoon-.-
Chemistry, chemistry, chemistry-.-
Die.

Just starting to realise how fast the MYEs are approaching... Kinda scary...

Anywayyyyyyyyy, BAND PRACTICE TMR :D
Heh heh heh... Finally, after so long... :D

To go or not to go...
That is the question.

#166

2010-04-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

Bro : -walks into my room-
Bro : "Are you okay...?"
Me : "Sick...."
Bro : -Pauses-
Bro : "Go and sleep. Goodnight"
Bro : -walks out of my room-
Me : "........."

Sibling love ftw \m/

#165

2010-04-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack in will.

Success does not consist in never making blunders, but in never making the same one a second time.

#164

2010-04-02T13:33:00.001+08:00

I hate stubborn people.

Okay, hate is a strong word.

I dislike stubborn people.

FTS.

#163

2010-03-26T21:16:00.004+08:00

Just had tuition.
Tuition teacher told me something that I remembered... She said it in Chinese.

"On your competition day, don't cry. But you must always bear in mind that God already knows the outcome."

Strangely, that never occured to me... Wonder why....

Till then.

Where is the world, when you need them the most?

2010-03-17T21:25:00.007+08:00

I just need someone who will listen to me without commenting.
I just need someone who won't judge me.
I just need someone who doesn't jump into conclusions.
I just need someone who i can scream and pour out all my problems to.
I don't need a zen life talk.
I don't need anyone to tell me that everything will be fine.
I don't need anyone telling me to cheer up.

I just need someone to understand me.

#161

2010-03-17T15:36:00.001+08:00

Okay, quick update.

I've recently done the 3rd most stupidest thing I've ever done in my Secondary life.
What's the 3 things?
1) Signing up for Road Run last year.
2) Signing up for Road Run THIS year.
3) Signing up for Cross-Country.

Lol, what was I thinking-.-

#160

2010-03-07T11:29:00.001+08:00

I'm officially black.
and bored.

someone chat with me?

Till then,
(:

p.s. Pannawit is coming back this week.

#159

2010-02-28T15:06:00.004+08:00

Band Day Camp this week.
Let's go, TK Band, all the way.

Till then,
(:

#158

2010-02-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

Was blog hopping and happened to come across _____'s blog.
Glad that I did, it really helped to clear up some of my doubts.

Why am I hesitating so much? I think it's partially because of friends.. and because I'm afraid of failing. Out there, everything is all unknown and I'll be on my own.

I'm afraid of failing,
afraid that I won't get through,
afraid that it might not be what I want afterall,
afraid of losing others,
afraid that it might be a waste of my time,
afraid that I won't be able to cope,
afraid that I can't do this.

But... like what she said... "If it's God's will, then the pathway will surely be cleared".

Thinking back.. it's really amazing, what God has done. It was only through him, through faith, that I managed to get into 3A - I appealed 3 times... got rejected twice. And I wanted 3A because I needed to study Biology.

I remember getting posted to 3B at first. I was sad and kept telling myself, "Hey, maybe it wasn't meant to be." My parents decided to help me appeal to 3A. I got rejected. Appealed for the 2nd time. Got rejected again. At that moment, I told myself, "I can't make it, stop trying. 3B is a good class, be happy with it." But my parents still kept the faith that God would make a way, even though I had already lost faith. So they appealed for the 3rd time... and I got in.

Looking back.. It really was a test of faith. I had lost my faith by the 2nd try, but my parents still kept trying.. I've got so much to say, but I can't put it in words. If it's God's will for me to do this, then the pathway will surely be cleared. All I need is faith in him.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6

Till then,
(:

#157

2010-02-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

SECTION VISITATION

Fun siol. Hahahahhahaha. Especially the last part :D

Met Kenneth, Yongxin, Sherlynn and Cinthya at 10am. (Okay la, part of the section-.-)
Chen Jing best sia. Waited for 15min for her and she didn't arrive, so I called her.

Me: Eh, where are you?
CJ: Huh.... I'm still sleeping......
Me: ............ Okay, nvm, carry on.

Hais, juniors these days.

Went to Kenneth's house first, second time going there. His mum is damn nice! And funny. Hahaha. Then she baked cookies, damn nice. Everyone kept eating. Left for Sherlynn's house after awhile.

Bus-ed to Sherlynn's house and camped in her room. Cinthya started to get horny-.- Laughed non-stop. Eat, drank, talked. Then left for TM.

Reached TM, Cinthya left for batch outing and YX went to buy stuff... Then went to my house for lunch... After lunch slacked in my room until 4.30 then went to YX's house.

Watched tv, talked, and drank. Then stayed for dinner at YX's house. After dinner.... a lot of things happened. Hahahahaha, damn retarded. Left at 9.30.

Overall, had a really fun day :D Thanks everyone (: Especially Kenneth and Yongxin. Hahahaha.

Till then,
(:

p.s. Who is =) ?

#156

2010-02-15T12:34:00.002+08:00

So... Happy belated Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day!
LOL.

Weather has been pretty hot lately :(
Watched a lot of tv for the past 2 days - Glee, Penelope, What happens in Vegas. 'Cos all the starhubs channels are freeeeeee! Yay :D
Haha, anyway, having section visitation tmr. Hope the weather is kind, but no rain (:

Biologyyyyyy test on wednesdayyyyyy. Must studyyyyyyyy!
Heard that it was pretty difficult :(

Till then,
(:

#155

2010-01-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

maybe all you need is a little courage and bravery.

#154

2010-01-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

life is confusing.

#153.

2010-01-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

):

i want to tell someone, anyone, everything.
but i can't.

#152

2010-01-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Went for Youth service today for the first time with Germaine.
Had fun(:
Thanks Germaine, seriously.
Hahahahaha.

I still can't get over it.
):

#151

2010-01-06T21:04:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhhhhh. What's wrong with me?!

Okay, that is all.

Bye.

#150

2010-01-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

Went out with Novita and Xm today! (: Germaine didn't come ):
But anyway, had a lot of fun, thanks (:

Xm and I both woke up late but managed to reach somewhat on time (: Hehehe.
Went to Novita's house! Novita complained a lot 'cos we're supposed to go swimming but Xm and I didn't want to... damn funny. Hahahahhaa.
Explored her house, ate chocolate fondue, helped Xm copy my geog hw-.- then walked around her condo.

Wanted to go to some place in Novena... but it was closed ):
So headed to Marina for bowling but in the end didn't bowl.
Ate lunch then played pool! With Novita's IC!!
Damn cool! Hahahahaha.
'Cos only ppl aged 16 and above can play, and Novita was the only one who was 16(:

Played, played, played
laughed, laughed, laughed.
Damn fun! (:

After that went to Macs to slack abit..
talked about......... prom..... hahahahhahahaha.

Sent Novita home with Xm after that, then went home (:
If today was still in 2009, it would be the best day I've ever had in 2009 (:

Thanks for the dayyyyyyyyyyyyy! (:

And I just realised.
That when I leave.
I'm going to miss Novita and Xm.
So so so so so so much.
):

#149. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T01:48:00.003+08:00

My father asked me, "Name one thing that you can be thankful for in 2009"
That question struck me, seriously.
For now, it'll remain unanswered.

Anyway, happy new year all! (:
Enjoy your remaining holidays while you can, hell starts on monday!

Planning on studying hard this year for O levels. Can't procrastinate any more.
But I really hope I can enjoy this year(:

Hope Mdm Yeo remains as our FT.... seriously. SHE'S SO FUN. No joke (: Hahahaha.
Going out with Novita, Germaine and Xm later.... (:

1 year left in Singapore, I'll treasure every moment this year (:

"What's past is our lost, but the future is our's to change"

#148.

2009-12-27T16:07:00.001+08:00

I WANT AN SMS/CHAT BUDDY!!

someone to talk to, please?

life is boring.

lol.

the end.

#147.

2009-12-24T12:28:00.002+08:00

waaa... crap.
fell sick and vomitted alot.

to add on to that, i had to miss my sec1 registration duty!
walao, was so looking forward to it ):

#146.

2009-12-22T17:29:00.001+08:00

ahhh.... school's gonna reopen soon...
crap. lol.

1 more year in singapore ):

#145.

2009-12-14T19:29:00.001+08:00

i think i'm too nice to you.

don't take advantage of me.

#144.

2009-12-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

Blank

I'm trying my best already,
what do you expect me to do.
There's so many things in my life now,
I think I'm going crazy.

Can't you see?
I'm tired of this,
sick of this.
Why don't you see it.

I'm trying my best already...
doing so much for you,
thinking of ways to help you.
But you don't see it, do you?
No one ever sees it.

Respect.
One word; but it means a lot.
Where has it gone?

I need a break,
I really need a break.

Sometimes I wonder...
Why am I doing this?
Is it worth it?

I really want to take all this bullshit and throw it at someone else.
Let them deal with it.
Let them be responsible for it.
But I can't do that eh?
'Cos reality always finds a way back to you.

This is my life right now,
what a joke.

My mind is so fucked up.

#143

2009-11-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

Tanjong Katong Band presents :

In-concert 2009
29 November (Sunday)
7.30pm
Esplanade Hall

Tickets are priced at $15 and $20 (:

Crescent Girls' School Symphonic Band presents :

MUSICAL EVENING 2009
02 December (Wednesday)
7.30pm
Mrs Lee Choon Guan Hall @ ASC(Barker)

They'll be playing pieces like Der Vogelhandler, On the March, Overture No. 2, Enka Medley, Pinnochio and more(: (subject to change)

Tickets are at $12, free seating(:

If you're interested in any please contact me (:

Gonna plan an outing with CGSSB trombonists soon (:
Whooooo! Banana, make sure your whole section comes! :D

Cheers.

#142

2009-11-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

I can't do this... I really can't...

#141

2009-10-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

Today is such a good day :D

Mr Lim didn't come today and we played frisbee for PE from 10am to 10.35am. Then when the 10.35 bell rang, no one went up. So we continued playing until 11am! Damn cool. Hahahaha.

1Hr of frisbee! :D
And the best thing? Mdm Yeo didn't scold us! Hahahahahaha. Everyone just walked back to class like nothing happened :D So cool. Hahahaha.

Went for Council meeting then Project Serve meeting then Cambodia meeting. I'm such a busy person :D

Playing basketball for Games Carnival next monday.. Renee, Belinda and Meiling joined.. I think no chance already. Hahahaha.

I can't believe you're on the list!!!!
Yayyyyyy :D
Looking forward to council camp :D

P.S. No chance of getting PHL already :(

#140.

2009-10-08T13:51:00.001+08:00

#139.

2009-09-28T20:09:00.004+08:00

Quote of the day:

Mrs Foo, "You are supposed to have THREE humps, but many of you only have TWO!"

#138

2009-09-22T20:50:00.003+08:00

Quick update (:

Note: There are vulgarities in this video... so don't watch it if you don't want to.

Lyrics are pretty awesome, chorus is addicting (:

Anyone wants to go for TK Band's In-Concert 2009? (:

Cheers [:

#137

2009-08-31T22:21:00.005+08:00

To all New Moon fans....

THIS IS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNY!!!!
hahahhahahahahaha, at least thats what I think la...

Cheers [: